Convert Torrent To Direct Download

With files getting bigger and bigger at this point in time, downloading a single file with a size of at least 700 MB (such as an operating system, a program, or an app data update), will already consume your time and will get you frustrated only to find out that the download session expired. (Who hasn't been there?) So you divert to downloading via torrent app for its ability to resume. But it will take several hours or even days if the seed count is low. In addition to that and as a personal rant, I am living in a country where internet is priced sky high and providers don't give a shit about a good service! I mean, "unlimited" promos until they warn you with nonsense reaching a certain limit. Fortunately, there are web tools and services out there that can give back the hope to getting your beloved files immediately, and alternatively converting torrent into direct download. I've been trying out a few of them and here are the ones that stood out:

FileStream.me

Free account will only give you a maximum of 300 MB file size per download from other sites and a 300 GB cloud storage space. But you will get more (such as 10 GB file size) when you subscribe to their annual premium which is well worth your money! I've paid $42 for a Silver annual and been using it for about 6 months now and I've never had a single problem. They have a mobile app that can monitor your clipboard for links like a magnet. 😉 And you can download an entire folder as .zip which will probably save a few MBs for your bandwidth. Link with promo code is here. Or if you want to check their pricing first and compare features, go here, and use "weie4qi7jo" upon signing up when asked for a promo code. Silver is like the goldilocks promo... Just right.

  pCloud.com

"A cloud storage based on Switzerland founded in 2013 with a comprehensive easy-to-use cloud storage solution for individuals and businesses alike." I like this one because it can also download files from other sites. A Free account could benefit you with a 2 GB cloud storage just like its competitor, Dropbox, and you can add more space by doing some tasks which could end up with a total of 20 GB. Also, there's no file size limit. I think this is a better deal. They even have a demo about upload speeds between them and Dropbox. You might want to check that out and be impressed. They boast a "crypto" folder feature that has a separate pricing and assures you of zero-knowledge which means only you alone have access to it. But I'm already contented with the Premium plan and honestly, I can't afford their crypto pricing. They have preset plans but you have the ability to customize it. Link with special offer is here which will get you to a page similar with the image above. Signing up on their normal page will not give you that premium trial offer. You decide.

UCBrowser

Now that you don't have to worry about your large files, you can effortlessly download them with this browser. It previously had a feature called UDisk that offered 6GB cloud storage for temporary download but was suspended for some reasons. Although its latest updates don't have that anymore, it's still a good browser. It has resume function and I don't know how they do it but upload and download speeds are better than with other browsers. And it effectively blocks ads so you will not get distracted and just focus on downloading what you intend to.

Manage your files with those 3 services and never worry about slow downloads anymore. By the way, I only added the browser for faster downloads. Both cloud services have stream capability and their interfaces are neat.

If this has helped you in anyway and would like to use those services, I'd appreciate if you use the links given above.

More-y X(cess)much!

ex·cess [ikˈses,ˈekses] noun
1. an amount of something that is more than necessary, permitted, or desirable.

Whoever thought of "The more, the merrier." is probably a business person persuading you that your something is not enough to impress people you don't know.

Woken Up By A Coffee Maker

Coffee Maker. It was number three in my wishlist for our office department's Christmas party. My list also had a Jenga Blocks, which is number one, and 3 boxes with 25 bags each of Steuwart's Pure Green Tea. Came the night of our party and I was surprised because my Japanese manager picked me and he bought me this coffee maker for 10-12 cups. It was big. Was I happy? Er... kinda? I was hoping for the Jenga Blocks because I already imagined myself having fun playing it with my siblings and nephews. Coffee maker... well I just added it on my list because I can't think of anything else and it's number three on the list so I thought my picker would prioritize the number one. Our wishlist items should only be around 500php but he said it is less than 1000php. I insisted on paying the additional amount but he insisted on saying "Don't mind it (because it's Christmas)."
Fine.

I already have this french press container that Dan bought me because he knows I (we) love coffee. It's simple to use. Just put the right amount of coffee grounds, put boiling water, stir a bit, then press the lid to filter the grounds and set them at the bottom. Voila! Coffee! Though there will be little debris of grounds when I drink, I just usually let them sink and then I drink slowly. It's also easy to clean. Just swish it with water and it's ready for another round.

This morning, I've decided to try the coffee maker because it's oh-so-fancy! I checked how much power it "needs": 800W. I calculated its consumption rate based on a formula and found out that it costs 8php/hr. I've also read the manual for first time use (water only). Then when it was ready, I got excited putting my coffee grounds and pouring the right amount of water. I watched it as it made whirring and sucking and dripping sounds. After a few minutes, my coffee is done. I added sugar and creamer and started savoring it.

Aaaaahh... coffee.

For a moment it was just perfect. But then I thought, taste is the same (as with the french press) only it has no debris. After finishing my cup, I started removing the filter, the funnel, and the carafe. It took me several minutes and some more water just to clean them. Then it just woke me up.

In case you don't know, all of you will die!

I had a weird dream last night:

I did something rude to someone at work and the HR asked me to go to their office as if they are the guidance counselor (aren't they?). When I arrived there, no one talks to me so I asked questions to other people who are not working there. But every time I ask, the answer is always "No." I'm the only one talking and everyone's busy so I felt awkward and then asked, "Can I just read my book?" But the answer is still "No."

After a while, I felt like I have nothing to do there so I left. But then my manager rushed to me while I was walking and he said, "Why did you leave? Someone wants to talk to you there." So I went back. Then there was a crowd. They're like extras in a movie... background people. I forgot what they were talking about but then they started smoking. In a movie, when one started smoking in the background, it's ok, but in my dream, everyone started smoking. So I "thought" this is scripted. Then all of a sudden, the HR manager spoke on a mic. She said, "In case you don't know, all of you who smoke will die!" Then there were gasps... a wave of gasps. And I was still confused of what's happening.

After rereading this dream that I wrote, I was shocked.
My subconscious is insane.

a blast of chill...

I was listening to an 8tracks playlist when this song played.

William Fitzsimmons - I Don't Feel It Anymore (feat. Brooke Fraser)

Ako na ang masama...

1. Sinong may sabing mainit sa Pilipinas? May makatabi ka lang na taong may bagong gadget, para ka nang naka-aircon e.

2. Meron talagang mga taong manlalait ng ibang tao, makapagpatawa lang.

3. Bakit ganun? Matapos kang sabihan ng masama, lalagyan ng 'Joke!' sa huli para magmukhang pabiro. Bakit ba ganun kasama ugali mo? hahaha joke!

4. Kapag single ka, itutukso ka sa iba. Kapag in a relationship ka, bibiruin ka na di rin kayo magtatagal. Bwiset! Ano bang gustong mong status? Dead?

5. Sabi ng kaibigan mo, "Nandito lang ako kapag kailangan mo ng tulong." Ang tagal nyong hindi nagkita. Tapos isang araw, hiningan mo ng pabor. Sabay mageemote sya ng, "Ganyan ka naman e, kapag may kailangan ka lang, tsaka mo ko naaalala." washuz! ansabehmoh dati?

-nilben

Wuv sick --lines from nowhere.

One:
"I think I'm in love with you. No, I don't have time to think!"

Two:
"You know what? Whenever I hear your name, 12 of my 53 facial muscles react."

Three:
"In reality, money makes worlds go round and love is just the second-placer. Coz if it's first, you will visit my world."

Four:
"I like it when you cry.. especially if [out of love] it's because of me."

Five:
"I want you to HUGGLE me like you belong to my skin!"

Six:
"You make me feel like everything is possible."

Seven:
"If you want me drunk, I want it with you. Because I know you will still like me in my wildest state."

Eight:
"Ok.. I admit. I sometimes pretend to be innocent or ignorant just so you will talk more and I just listen."

Nine:
"Even if you ignore them.. I'd still give my ideas anyway. You will need them when yours fail."

Ten:
"Your love gives me strength and makes me feel like I can do the impossible while loving you gives me the inspiration and motivation to make it possible."

Eleven:
"I dream of being trapped in an elevator... with you."

Twelve:
"I was once told to reach for my dreams. That's why I have you."

Thirteen:
"Nobody's perfect... until you fall in love."

Fourteen:
"My coffee is bitter without you... stir it with your finger so it is sweet again."

Fifteen:
"I know I'm not the one you've been dreaming of... and I can't give you everything. I can only give my love and that's all that I have."

I've learned that...

1. only a real friend can greet you on your birthday a day before it even when you haven't told anyone.

2. comparing yourself to others will not bring anything good to you. Compare yourself now with your past and you will see the big change.

3. trust is the hardest thing to earn and the worst to lose.

4. the world will never end unless there's nothing else to fight for.

5. nobody knows what you're thinking unless you tell them.

6. what others think doesn't matter.

7. happiness is a state of being.

8. hating someone won't benefit you.

9.

May pera sa eggnog

Naghahanap ako ng eggnog na peanut butter flavor kaso wala na ata. Yung original tsaka choco na lang. Siguro yung iba, hindi nasasarapan sa peanut butter flavor. Pero ako, mas gusto ko pa yun kesa sa dalawa.

Naalala ko tuloy, nung elementary ako, grade 4, nagbebenta ko ng eggnog kapag recess. Hindi yung isang balot kundi isang pares ng eggnog at may palaman na choco-choco o kaya crinkles. Tas binebenta ko ng piso bawat isa. Hahaha akalain mong maraming bumibili saken? Mini burger pa nga tinawag ko dun at nagkaroon pa ko ng mga tagabenta: ung nasa harap ko at yung katabi ko. P15 ata ang puhunan ko non tas mga P25 ang kita ko. Yaaa.. not bad. lol

Natatawa na lang ako kapag naaalala ko yun. Meron palang pagkaentrepreneur na nananahan sa loob ko. :) Sana magamit ko yun in the future.

Masarap ang No Smoking

Tangina... ibang klase rin ang mga drayber ng jeep no? Parang nananalamin lang e pero kabaligtaran ang nakikita. Naninigarilyo sa harap ng "No Smoking!" sign! San ka pa?! Only in the Philippines kung saan masarap talaga ang bawal! Di ko alam kung matatawa ako o maiinis sa kanila. Nakakatawa dahil ginagawa pa rin nila kahit may paalala na sa harap nila. Nakakainis dahil hindi nila yon nakikita. O sadya lang talagang hindi marunong bumasa ng ingles... Bwiset talaga e... may N at O na nga e. Am bobo puta.

Ano bang meron sa sigarilyo? Ayon sa nabasa (health.howstuffworks.com/wellness/drugs-alcohol/nicotine1.htm) at napanood ko (In Good Shape, DW-TV),

Nicotine ang primary agent ng sigarilyo na nagbibigay ng "stimulating effects" [huwaw... ang bango sa tenga] tulad ng caffeine sa kape.

The Good:
Instant gratification. Mabilis umepekto ang Nicotine dahil dumadaan ito sa lungs na mapupunta sa bloodstream patungo sa brain. At dun na yun kakalat para matrigger yung mga neurons (sensory cells).
a. Increased release of acetylcholine, kaya pakiramdam mo energized ka.
b. Stimulation of cholinergic neurons, kaya ka masaya. Pano ba to? Parang walang problema sa buhay?
c. Release of glutamate, sanhi kung bakit gusto mo pa ng isa... at isa pa... at isa pa...
d. Increased release of endorphins, also known as the body's natural pain killer.

The Bad:
Maaga kang tatanda. Bwahaha! Yun talaga ang tumatak sa utak ko. Pinapabilis ng Nicotine ang aging process ng katawan mo. Mangingitim ang gums at maninilaw ang mga ngipin. Yikes! Sabi rin nila, pinapaliit ng paninigarilyo ang armas ng mga kalalakihan. May chance ka rin na magkaroon ng mga sakit tulad ng Stroke, Heart Disease, at Cancer lang naman. Hahaha! 'Sus... parang yun lang e.
May masama rin itong epekto sa mga second-hand smokers o yung mga nakalalanghap ng usok na binubuga mo. Kung tutuusin, carbon dioxide na nga yung binuga mo na may kasama pang toxins, tapos hindi maiiwasang langhapin ng kaharap mo at pupunta sa lungs niya yun... isipin mo nga, ungas ka!!!

The Ugly:
Dahil nga sa pinangungunahan ng good effects ang bad effects ng paninigarilyo (release of glutamate), mahirap talaga itong pigilan agad-agad. Pero meron namang mga Nicotine gums at patches na mabibili sa drug stores bilang alternatibo sa paninigarilyo na nakakasira ng lungs mo. Nicotine lang naman ang kelangan ng katawan mo kaya advisable yung mga yun. O kaya naman, magpatherapy ka kung wala kang magawa sa pera. Ang masaklap lang dun, hinahanap-hanap na ng katawan mo ang Nicotine kaya matatagalan pa siguro bago ito maalis sa katawan mo.

The Brightside:
Tao ang pinakamatalinong nabubuhay sa mundo kaya nasa iyo ang desisyon at dedikasyon para magbago.

I wanna be a (lotto) millionaire..

Nagulat ako nung makita ko sa balita na mahigit 623 million na ang jackpot sa lotto. Di kaya inaantay lang ako nitong tumaya? hahaha nagbabakasakaling manalo. Pero siguradong hindi ako nag-iisa sa ganitong pag-iisip. Marami nang mga hindi parokyano ng lotto ang napapasali ngayon dahil sa nakaambang premyo.

Di ko pa nasusubukang tumaya sa lotto pero parang naaakit ako. Sa hirap ng buhay ngayon, kahit sino, maraming naiisip kung ano ang gagawin kapag napanalunan yon. Ako nga, ang dami kong na-iimagine e. Malaman ko pa lang na tumama ang lahat ng numero ko, parang puputok na ang ulo ko. O kaya parang tatalon ang kaluluwa ko papalayo saken. Sa ganong kalaking pera, siguro masusutentuhan mo ang sarili mo hanggang sa ikasampung buhay mo. Sobra pa sa pangangailangan mo kaya maaari mo ring gamitin para makatulong sa iba.

Pero mahirap din mabuhay ng biglang yaman. Sigurado, gagamitan mo ng mighty bond yung tiket para idikit sa palad mo. At hindi ka makakatulog kakaisip kung anong gagawin sa ganong kalaking pera. Kapag nakuha mo na, kelangan mong mag-isip ng mabuti kung ibobroadcast mo ba na milyonaryo ka o ililihim mo. Kapag ipinagkalat mo, patay ka. Kapag inilihim mo, mababaliw ka at mamamatay ka. LOL! Ayon sa napapanood ko sa Pepito Manaloto sa ch7, magkakaroon ka ng financial adviser na makakatulong sayo kung paano gagastusin ang pera at saan. Mabuti rin yon. Kasi, kung galing ka sa hirap, baka wala pang isang linggo, namaalam ka na sa mundong ito.

Naisip ko rin na sa kung sino mang mapalad ang makakakuha ng jackpot,para nya na ring pinasan ang dimonyo. Hindi ba? Nagiging tukso ang pera habang lumalaki ito. Kaya mag-aantay lang siya ng pagkakataong makuha ka nya. [bwahahaha] Biglaang yaman nga kasi e. Hindi tulad ng iba na talagang nagsumikap para magkaroon ng maraming pera.

Kaya ayokong tumaya! Teka... siguro tataya pa rin ako. Hahaha sabay bawi e no? Ayokong tumaya kapag alam kong sobra pa sa kailangan ko ang mapapanalunan. Buhay ang kapalit lalo na sa bansang ito na mas marami ang mahirap kaysa mayaman. Hindi ka ligtas. Kaya't kung sakali mang may manalo ng ganong kalaking pera, congratulations! sana makatulog ka ng mahimbing!

Analysis Paralysis

Here I go again... thinking it's hard to do when the problem I can't see here, but now I do, is that I'm just making myself fear something I have not seen or done yet. It's quite ironic. And so I hate that part of myself.

I have stumbled an article about how to make life simple again and here's an excerpt:

"When we were young life was easier, right? I know sometimes it seems that way. But the truth is life still is easy. It always will be. The only difference is we’re older, and the older we get, the more we complicate things for ourselves."

The full article is not much related to what I'm talking about. The excerpt, however, made me think that maybe the reason why I create such fear inside me is because I gained more knowledge than before. I mean, I can think and I can imagine what's it gonna be or what's going to happen... which results to making it look complicated and then fear of doing it. When in reality, it's really not that hard.

I just have to remember that last line. I'm a shy type of person and I sometimes can't help it to spend more time thinking. But then again, I guess I just have to do it to get over with it.

"Fear distorts reality."
—@Lotay via twitter

eksaherasyon lamang...

Dalawang araw pa nga lang, parang wala na ako sa aking sarili (eksaherasyon lamang)... Dalawang linggo pa kaya?

Magiging kulay itim at puti lamang pansamantala ang mundo ko magsimula sa ika-lima ng Nobyembre hanggang sa ika-labingwalo. Sa mga araw na yaon, palagiang magkakaroon ng puwang ang aking buhay at hindi ko maiiwasang hindi mag-alala.

Kapag tinitingnan ko sa kalendaryo, tila kay ikling panahon ngunit nabatid kong hindi ito magiging madali dahil naalala ko noon, minsan na rin akong naghintay at umabot iyon ng isang linggo. Wala akong natatanggap na balita kaya't lubos ang aking pag-aalala. Pakiramdam ko'y nag-iisa na naman ako. Ngunit matapos noo'y nagkausap na muli kaya't bumuti na ulit ang kalagayan ako.

Papalapit na ang itinakdang araw. Magsisimula na naman akong pilitin ang sarili na huwag mag-alala. Pilitin ang sarili na maghanap ng ibang gawain upang malibang.

Nakakatuwa talaga... kapag tinitingnan ko sa kalendaryo, ang daling sabihin na, "sus... dalawang linggo lang pala e. kaya ko yan!" hay, sana nga.

Paumanhin at ako'y tila nagiging makasarili. Bueno, ang dasal ko lamang ay sana maging maayos ang pananatili mo sa iyong pupuntahan. At kung ikaw ay makararanas ng kalungkutan, isipin mo lang ako at ang mga kabaliwan ko na nagpapatawa sa'yo.

Mag-iingat ka lagi!

[naging inspirasyon ko sa mensaheng ito ang pananalita ni Grazilda kaya walang basagan ng trip!]

Extend pa!

PWEDE BANG PAUSE MUNA ANG MUNDO NG SCHOOL? Tinatamad na ko e.. dT_Tb

—nakita ko lang ang note na 'to sa cellphone ko.. dated 11/24/08. Naalala ko, eto ata yung mga panahon ng sangkatutak na documentation lalo na yung Feasibility Studies at puyatan sa paggawa ng system naming mga Guduerz. Grabe! Halos kulang sa oras! Kung pwede lang magbayad ng 20 pesos per hour para ma-extend ang isang araw. 3rd year talaga ang pinaka nakakasira ng ulo sa IT! Patung-patong ang mga gawain. Kaya ko siguro ito nasabi.

Pero natawa ko nung nabasa ko to kanina. Kasi ngayon naman, wala akong masyadong ginagawa. Ang pasok ko lang ay tuwing Sabado. Nasa bahay lang ako parati at nagcocomputer. Pero hindi programming kundi ang magStumble. Naisip ko tuloy, kung pwede lang sanang ibigay ang mga bakanteng oras ko dun sa mga panahong kailangan pa ng oras. E di, solb! May ganun kaya si Doraemon?

When I die...

...either by accident or within a matter of time [which I prefer], I want my spouse to donate my body parts that can still be used by those who are in need. Cremate the remains then mix it with some concrete and build a small tombstone in a beach where we live and embedded with a picture of us.

That's my perfect and peaceful death.

Optional but preferred:
—Play my fave songs like Clarity by John Mayer, Carbon Monoxide by Regina Spektor, What Matters To Me by Tiebreaker, and many more. I'll prepare the playlist, my love.
—people should wear white on the day of making the tombstone.

Your words did.

"pero sometimes naman, words can make people happy... hindi ba? (saka kelangan ba may pera to be happy? (syempre para next year libre nya ko ng maraming ice cream, cotton candy at stick-o) ), kamusta nga pala ung house and lot na pinadala ko sayo, natangap mo ba? nagustuhan mo? or gusto mo sa ibang bansa? sa palawan lang yan eh, sorry....

wag kang mag-alala, after all, nobody knows my true happiness but me.... parehas lang tayo!!!

ok lang yan.... tumanda ka lang naman ng one year eh, dala nga lang siguro ng stress... hhahahahahahahahaha

ayun, pray ko na lang na... maging happy ka na sana next year, sa susunod mong birthday, o kahit araw araw... balang araw, magiging masayang masaya ka.... (mag-coke ka kasi para makatanggap ka ng true Happiness)... hehehehehe
cge, pasensya na...."

By FRED on [not] Happy Birthday! on 9/24/09

—natutuwa ako sa tuwing binabasa ko 'to kaya naisipan kong irepost since malapit na ang birthday ko. Sana magkatotoo 'tong mga sinabi mo.

With sympathy and some well-chosen words, you can make people happy.

L...a...z......

Ï: just so you know, I'm the laziest person in this world.

Ü: Yeah.. so? I'm a hard worker so no problem with that. You are not totally lazy... you just need someone to make you move.

I'm expensive.

Mahal ako ng tatay ko dahil:

.pinagluto nya ko ng paborito kong chopsuey
.binibigyan ako ng pambili ng meryenda tuwing hapon
.sinesermonan ako kapag lasheng sya
.binili ako ng tsinelas nung nagreklamo ako dati na 'for public use' ang tsinelas ko dahil sinusuot nila kaya't di ako makaalis ng bahay
.nung kaming dalawa ang naiawan sa bahay at nagpabili ng tatlong banana cue, tinanong ko kung bakit.. sabi nya, akin raw yung dalawa


Mahal ako ng nanay ko dahil:

.ginawan nya ko ng shoulder bag ayon sa disenyo ko
.pinapatawa ako sa kakornihan ng mga hirit nyang jokes
.nagpapapicture sya saken kapag magandang maganda sya sa suot nya
.ako ang inuutusang magtimpla ng kape nya.. ang di nya alam, narinig kong sinabi nya sa kapatid ko na masarap akong magtimpla

Pero papunta na ko!

/On the phone.../

Ï: Huwaw! Di ako makapaniwala! Matapos ang ilang linggo? Nagparamdam ka na ulit! Teka, bakit ang ingay jan? Nasan ka ba?

Ü: aah... nasa ano... [nasa airport]

Ï: hah?

Ü: ay may sasabihin pala ko sa'yo *excited*

Ï: oh... ako din e. *malungkot pero ayaw ipahalata*

Ü: ganon? Sige, una ka na.

Ï: hinde, ikaw na...

Ü: washuz! ikaw na muna, kapag nauna kasi ko... baka...

Ï: baka ano?

Ü: una ka na.

Ï: *sigh* ummm... di ko alam kung pano sisimulan.

Ü: Nge? drama naman nito...

Ï: Ummm... alam mo Ü, masaya ako na kahit malayo tayo sa isa't-isa, para pa rin tayong magkalapit dahil halos araw-araw tayong nag-uusap. Masaya rin ako dahil minahal mo ko ng higit pa sa inakala ko. Marami kang kinukwento saken tungkol sa ginagawa mo sa lugar mo... nakakatuwang isipin na ang dami mo na palang natulungan...

Ü: haha... hindi naman masyado.. alam mo naman na kahit may ginagawa ako, pinipilit ko pa rin na matulungan yung mga taong malapit saken.

Ï: oo... kahit nga busy ka, kinakalimutan mo yung dapat mong gawin para lang tulungan sila e.

Ü: hehe...

Ï: Pero alam mo, sa tingin ko you have a worldly attitude. Gets mo ba ko?

Ü: hmmm... siguro nga ganyan ang ugali ko... gusto ko talagang magkaroon ng pagbabago sa mundo. Pero syempre, kasama dapat kita.

Ï: haha.. mukhang masaya.

Ü: masaya talaga! Kasama kita e.

Ï: Ummm... alam mo ba, natutuwa ako kapag sinasabi mong malapit ka nang pumunta dito? Pero sa tuwing natatapos ang bawat araw, parang pakiramdam ko lalong lumalayo yung araw na yon. Parang patalon-talon na lang yon sa mga lumilipas na buwan...

Ü: *nalungkot* sorry talaga ha.. pero may...

Ï: alam mo, tingin ko hindi mo naman talaga binabalak na puntahan ako dito. Sinasabi mo lang na pupunta ka para lang mapalagay ang loob ko.

Ü: ha?

Ï: Siguro nga iba ang ugali ko... ako kasi yung tipong makasarili. Gusto ko rin namang tumulong sa iba gaya ng ginagawa mo pero gusto ko, ako muna bago sila. Ang pananaw ko kasi, pano ko matutulungan ang iba kung ang sarili ko, hindi ko matulungan?

Ü: Teka, naguguluhan ako.. ano ba talaga ang gusto mong sabihin?

Ï: Ok... Pagod na kong mag-antay.

Ü: ano? Di mo na nga kailangang mag-antay ng matagal dahil...

Ï: Pakiramdam ko, malabo nang mangyaring pumunta ka pa dito. Araw-araw nga tayong nag-uusap at marami tayong napaguusapan pero kapag tinatanong kita tungkol dun, natatahimik tayo sandali... tapos sasabihin mo, hindi mo pa sigurado.

Ü: hmmm.. hindi pa talaga ko sigurado kasi hindi ko kontrolado ang mga nangyayari saken dito... alam mo naman yon di ba?

Ï: oo... kaya nga nagdadalawang isip ako kung hahabaan ko pa pasensya ko o bibitiw na lang ako para hindi na ko magmukhang ewan dito kakaantay sa wala...

Ü: wag ka ngang ganyan! Ginagawa ko na lahat ng paraan para lang makapunta jan! Pwede pakinggan mo muna ko?

Ï: tama na muna.. siguro bigyan mo muna ko ng panahon...

Ü: panahon? bakit?

Ï: Ay! ang tanga ko... oo nga pala. hahaha sorry ha. Ilang araw na pala akong nangungulila at nag-iisa. Ang ibig ko palang sabihin, wag mo na lang ituloy.

Ü: Pero pasakay na ko!
-beep!beep! ~disconnected.

~inspired by a movie. :) tanga niya no?

Arf! Bark! Aw! Rawr!

Lagi na lang walang tao sa bahay. Ang tahimik kaya lagi na lang akong natutulog sa ilalim ng mesa o kaya sa labas malapit sa pinto kasi presko. Pero minsan, nakikita ko si Nelvin na lumalabas ng kwarto nila. Ano kayang ginagawa nya?

Dati kasi, araw-araw nakikipaglaro siya saken tapos pinapakain nya pa ko. Ang saya nga kapag hinahabol ko sya. Araw-araw nya rin akong kinakausap. Pero nitong mga nakaraan, lagi na lang sya sa kwarto. Minsan, nakita kong medyo bukas yung pinto kaya pumasok ako. Pero hindi siya tumingin saken. Kinailangan ko pang lumapit at magpapansin. May nakita akong isang bagay. Dun siya nakatitig. Tapos may mga pinipindot siya sa mesa tapos may ginagalaw na kung ano. Naaliw ako sa tinitignan nya kasi ang daming kulay at kung anu-ano pang mga nangyayari na mukha namang nakakatuwa. May tumutunog pa nga e.

Nung lumapit ako at kinalabit ko siya, sabi nya, "O pano ka nakapasok? Labas ka muna. May ginagawa pa ko sa computer." Pero hindi ako gumalaw liban sa aking buntot. Gusto ko kasi lambingin nya ko e. Siya lang kasi tao dito sa bahay. Masaya naman ako nung pinansin nya ko. Tapos lumabas siya na parang tumatakbo at tinatawag pa ko kaya natuwa ako at hinabol ko siya. Maya-maya, pumasok siya sa kwarto tapos sinara ang pinto. Kumatok ako pero ang sabi nya, "mamaya na Mocha!" Bumalik na lang ako sa ilalim ng mesa at nagbuntong hininga tsaka natulog.