Wuv sick --lines from nowhere.

One:
"I think I'm in love with you. No, I don't have time to think!"

Two:
"You know what? Whenever I hear your name, 12 of my 53 facial muscles react."

Three:
"In reality, money makes worlds go round and love is just the second-placer. Coz if it's first, you will visit my world."

Four:
"I like it when you cry.. especially if [out of love] it's because of me."

Five:
"I want you to HUGGLE me like you belong to my skin!"

Six:
"You make me feel like everything is possible."

Seven:
"If you want me drunk, I want it with you. Because I know you will still like me in my wildest state."

Eight:
"Ok.. I admit. I sometimes pretend to be innocent or ignorant just so you will talk more and I just listen."

Nine:
"Even if you ignore them.. I'd still give my ideas anyway. You will need them when yours fail."

Ten:
"Your love gives me strength and makes me feel like I can do the impossible while loving you gives me the inspiration and motivation to make it possible."

Eleven:
"I dream of being trapped in an elevator... with you."

Twelve:
"I was once told to reach for my dreams. That's why I have you."

Thirteen:
"Nobody's perfect... until you fall in love."

Fourteen:
"My coffee is bitter without you... stir it with your finger so it is sweet again."

Fifteen:
"I know I'm not the one you've been dreaming of... and I can't give you everything. I can only give my love and that's all that I have."

I've learned that...

1. only a real friend can greet you on your birthday a day before it even when you haven't told anyone.

2. comparing yourself to others will not bring anything good to you. Compare yourself now with your past and you will see the big change.

3. trust is the hardest thing to earn and the worst to lose.

4. the world will never end unless there's nothing else to fight for.

5. nobody knows what you're thinking unless you tell them.

6. what others think doesn't matter.

7. happiness is a state of being.

8. hating someone won't benefit you.

9.

Analysis Paralysis

Here I go again... thinking it's hard to do when the problem I can't see here, but now I do, is that I'm just making myself fear something I have not seen or done yet. It's quite ironic. And so I hate that part of myself.

I have stumbled an article about how to make life simple again and here's an excerpt:

"When we were young life was easier, right? I know sometimes it seems that way. But the truth is life still is easy. It always will be. The only difference is we’re older, and the older we get, the more we complicate things for ourselves."

The full article is not much related to what I'm talking about. The excerpt, however, made me think that maybe the reason why I create such fear inside me is because I gained more knowledge than before. I mean, I can think and I can imagine what's it gonna be or what's going to happen... which results to making it look complicated and then fear of doing it. When in reality, it's really not that hard.

I just have to remember that last line. I'm a shy type of person and I sometimes can't help it to spend more time thinking. But then again, I guess I just have to do it to get over with it.

"Fear distorts reality."
—@Lotay via twitter

Your words did.

"pero sometimes naman, words can make people happy... hindi ba? (saka kelangan ba may pera to be happy? (syempre para next year libre nya ko ng maraming ice cream, cotton candy at stick-o) ), kamusta nga pala ung house and lot na pinadala ko sayo, natangap mo ba? nagustuhan mo? or gusto mo sa ibang bansa? sa palawan lang yan eh, sorry....

wag kang mag-alala, after all, nobody knows my true happiness but me.... parehas lang tayo!!!

ok lang yan.... tumanda ka lang naman ng one year eh, dala nga lang siguro ng stress... hhahahahahahahahaha

ayun, pray ko na lang na... maging happy ka na sana next year, sa susunod mong birthday, o kahit araw araw... balang araw, magiging masayang masaya ka.... (mag-coke ka kasi para makatanggap ka ng true Happiness)... hehehehehe
cge, pasensya na...."

By FRED on [not] Happy Birthday! on 9/24/09

—natutuwa ako sa tuwing binabasa ko 'to kaya naisipan kong irepost since malapit na ang birthday ko. Sana magkatotoo 'tong mga sinabi mo.

With sympathy and some well-chosen words, you can make people happy.

Helpless

Words racing through my mind,
their destinations
hidden from my cognitive interogation...

I find myself
full of emotions,
yet empty and helpless
as fear casts a shadow
upon my heart...

I try to catch the words
as they pass by,
so I could show my love
how my heart does cry.

Please remove this fear
and take it out of here...

Allow love to restore
our faith and hope,
for very soon
we will hug and grope.