Wednesday, September 23, 2009

[not] Happy Birthday!

This is my second lonely birthday. Nothing special. Nothing exciting nor surprising. Greetings? Nah... they're just words. Just 7% of the total expression of feeling or emotion of a person. Though I still had appreciated the people who greeted me.

I tried to be happy. Believe me I did! After waking up, I talked to God [like I always do]. I thanked Him for my life and that I'm still alive. I also thanked for the loving people that I have now.
After that, I made my own breakfast. If there's a god or goddess of coffee, I'd be a devotee.. :D Anyway, family members, friends, and a best friend greeted me. And then, blah... blah... blah... yadah... yadah... yadah...

The sad part? It was another gone-in-the-calendar date. By the way, few days before this, I cut out the blocks that dated September 23 in all of the calendars in our home. So I guess that makes sense...
However, there's still one thing that kept my hope up. I was expecting for a very special gift from a very special person. Unfortunately... ... ...

Yeah! That's it! You got it! High five! :D

So, ummm... I'd probably start saving money now for my next birthday and I'll make sure it will be memorable and I'll enjoy every moment of it. After all, nobody knows my true happiness but me.